Today I led the adult devotion at our church, focused on the topic of Mary and the World Changers. Here is an abbreviated version of the devotion, mostly omitting the copyrighted materials from the Candles in the Dark discussion guide that we have been following during the season of Advent.
I was a little hesitant when Fr. Paul asked me to lead a
session of the Adult Forum during the season of Advent. I’ll be up front and let you know that nobody
has ever described me as a “Biblical Scholar”.
Ever. But when I realized that
the topic for Week 4 is Mary, the mother of Jesus, I began to relax a bit. I’m certainly no holy sainted mother. But I am a mom. I can relate to a very personal part of
Mary’s life experience because although childbirth and motherhood has evolved
over the years, ultimately much has stayed the same.
When I found out I was pregnant for the first time, it was
during the season of Advent in 2007. During this quiet
season of preparation, my body, my marriage, my family and my career prepared
to take a detour into uncharted waters.
The joy of knowing we were bringing new life into our family was
accompanied by a bit of fear and trepidation…realizing that the only way for
this baby to come into the world was
for it to exit my body. And let’s face it. There’s no easy way for that to happen.
At the ripe old age of 36, I pondered the best way to bring
this baby into the world. I
planned. I researched. I drug my husband to the childbirth
classes. I considered all the options
that modern medicine provides for birthing babies. And I opted for an old fashioned, tried and
true, drug-free childbirth. At the end
of the day it wasn’t so much a scientific journal or evidence-based research
that solidified my decision. It was my
fascination and respect for every other mother that had come before me. My logic went something like this….If the
ancient cave dwellers could bite on a stick and bring their babies into the world
by the light of a campfire, certainly I could do the same with the help of
a yoga ball in the comfort of a modern hospital. If the farm workers in the Cambodian rice
paddies could squat, birth a baby, and go on to finish their shift, certainly I
could birth a baby without drugs. And if
the mother of Jesus could travel on a donkey in her final days of pregnancy and
have her baby in a barn (for goodness sake!!), surely I could forego pain
medications and bring a baby into the world.
Surely.
Well, I did it. After
hours of laboring and pushing and a little assistance from the baby vacuum, I
delivered a beautiful, healthy baby. And
immediately after my daughter was born, a slight panic set in. I always knew I wanted to have at least one more
kid. But after birthing that baby, I
KNEW there was no way I would ever endure another round of childbirth.
Well….we all know how that story ended. Two and a
half years later, I actually did birth another baby and I lived to tell the tale.
When I think about my birth story and try to relate it to
Mary’s experience, it seems difficult to draw comparisons. We both went the natural childbirth route, but the similarities end there. My babies were carefully monitored and cared
for throughout my pregnancy. The
delivery was planned in a clean, comfortable environment that could safely
receive my baby and deal with any complications that might arise. The hospital provided heat, running water,
food at any hour of the day and a skilled nursing staff.
Mary birthed her baby during her teenage years, in a barn
surrounded by animals, miles away from her family or any comforts of home.
And yet.
And yet her response to this calling is not, “Why me?” or
“This seems like a lot of responsibility.” or “Could we maybe wait until after I get back from my honeymoon?” Mary’s response is, "Yes. Let's do this!" Well, that's not a direct quote, but you get the picture. (If you want a beautiful, musical interpretation of Mary's actual response...click here.)
No excuses. No
pre-planning. No ifs, ands, or buts. She
was on board. And grateful for the
opportunity.
How many of us respond to God’s call with such a calm and
selfless display of faithfulness?
When I first found out I was pregnant I was so thankful that
the timing worked out so I would be finished with my master’s degree by the
time the baby was born. I was happy with
the miracle, because it fit into my schedule. So, that shows you what kind of type-A follower of Jesus I am.
Clearly, there are some lessons for me to learn from
Mary. Perhaps there are lessons for you,
too.
Mary's story reminds me that we need to spend less time getting “ready” and more time listening and opening our hearts to God’s will in our lives. Our greatest calling isn’t the one that fits neatly into our schedule. Again, I’m no Biblical scholar but I don’t recall any place in the Bible where Jesus said, “When you’re ready, and you’ve got all your ducks in a row, come follow me." He said simply, “Follow me."
He didn’t say “Love one another as
long as you all agree on politics, share the same sense of humor and nobody
smells funny.” He said, “Love one
another."
The world will not know we are
followers of Jesus by our fancy church building, which hymnal we use, our patriotism, our
red Starbucks cup, our Jesus bumper sticker, or the cross we wear around our
neck. They will know we are Christians by our love. Period. End of sentence.
How will you bring the love of God to the world this Advent season? How will you share this love with your
family, your church, your community or the world? I invite you to think of one thing you can do
this Advent season to show God’s love.
One thing. It doesn’t need to be a
grand gesture, but something that is rooted in love. It might be something that makes you a little
uncomfortable. It could be something
easy or challenging. It could involve
money or food or prayer or action, or all of the above. The only requirement is that it is rooted in
love and will show love to a fellow human being.
What one act of love can you commit to doing
before December 25?
If you're moved to share about your act of love in the comments, I would love to hear it!
I love this so much. Yes! Mary answered so readily, and I am always so concerned about my &%$ # comfort. Really, I think for most of us, our comfort is rooted in pride. We are so afraid that eagerly answering yes means losing something of our image.
ReplyDeleteSo, one thing rooted in love? For me, that will be letting go of some of my pride and ego and to just show up. I have a busy week of speaking and writing and when I feel overwhelmed, I often become a victim. I rely way too heavily on those close to me to help me take care of everything I heaped on my own to-do list.
But not this year. This year I want to try trust God will provide exactly what I need--and I won't bully, cajole, or whine to others to provide more. Instead, I will show up with what He has given me. I'll say yes, even though I myself feel insecure. And then I'll trust God will give me the words, the time, and the love to share.
In short, I will try to make these busy weeks about HIM and not about me.
Loved this entry, friend. Thanks for sharing.